Till the end

All these precious moments..
With you by my side..
Must be a gift from heaven..
That's holding me all night..

I don't know how i found you..
I'm thankful that i have..
Now that i have a love so true..
To hold.. to keep.. to share..

Chorus
In my heart..
I can no longer hold inside..
All of the love i used to hide..
I'll always be..
With you until the very end..

In this world..
There is no place i'll probably..
You are my life.. my soul.. my girl..
You threw it all..
I know you've come to see..
That you're the one..
Till the end..

All my friends surround me..
Say you'll be gone too soon..
Baby i'm gonna make them see..
We've found our way back home..

Chorus
In my heart..
I can no longer hold inside..
All of the love i used to hide..
I'll always be..
With you until the very end..

In this world..
There is no place i'll probably..
You are my life.. my soul.. my girl..
You threw it all..
I know you've come to see..
That you're the one..
Till the end..

We'll always be..
Till the end..

.I dont mean to hurt you.

i dont know what i'm thinking

i'm lost

i cant even make decisions right now

i dont wanna lose you

i dont know what i'm doing.. and i'm hurting someone important

i know itz unfair for you

i know you're suffering.. and itz my fault

but..

there are some decisions that have to be made and i have to make it fast.. before i lose someone..

i dont wanna make the same mistake twice



you treat me the best, respect me as a girl, treat me as if i'm the only one left in this world.. and no one has treated me like this for the past 20 years.. i'm contented and very happy when i'm with you..

please.. dont back out.. no matter what happens.. coz if you do.. i dont know what i'll do.. i dont wanna lose you..

Countdown to 2006!!

itz the last day of the year.. and everyone is planning to go for a countdown! but kel gotta work.. so i meet cz and his gang of frenz for a while.. knew one guy called daniel.. we walked to the arcade at parklane.. there's this guy again.. acting all cool huh.. seems unfriendly.. heard from jon he's known as qiyea.. the mr cool guy.. hmm..

while leaving parklane, saw tze chui and anne! long time nv see them le.. 3 years of sakae mates =) visited peng chiang at nearby suki sushi.. so left the guyz.. met eugene, aaron, lim hong and david at marina square eat changing appetite.. david's gf working there.. went to watch fireworks at the bridge near the esplanade.. (road closed) after a few squeezes-but-under-bodyguard-protection and jump-over-the-fence stuns, met xiaozai and shin..

Then we proceed xiaozai house.. play cards.. and gotta drink one glass of coke + absolute vodka.. half glass vomit 3 times.. sad case.. drink water also vomit.. eat maggi also vomit.. drink milo also vomit.. aiyo.. eugene felt guilty abt it.. haha.. slept throughout the night.. lolx..

enjoyed myself thou!! =)

Last Day!!!

ding dong bell! ding dong bell! ding dong all the way!

guess i'm abit nutz abt the coming holidays.. and today's the LAST DAY of attachment!! super happy man.. later OIC sign my log book and collect cheque liao.. run already.. hehe.. naughty for the last day itz okie la horx..

i'm doing some BLOGGING again.. and itz only 10am now.. another 8 hours to go.. anyone read clarence's blog? that creature in his blog cutex right.. haha.. something like a jelly.. ain san must go see okie.. =) seeya guyz on monday!

3 DAYS!! to freedoM..

Ha.. here's another post.. and i'm still wondering why i ever started blogging in the first place.. lolx.. "curiosity kills the cat" i'm so damn bloody BORED and the only choice is ROTTING in this stupid enclosed cage here.. and this leads to BLOGGING during free time.. anywayz, i'm only left with 3 days.. 3 DAYS! to freedom for 5 weeks..

heez.. going genting highlands with kel worx.. and his best frenz.. ain san dont jealous okie.. i know you also want to go.. hehe.. really missed the days in school.. working in an office is not a cup of my tea.. though i have to work someday.. plus this type of * manager here.. more pissed off day by day.. cant wait to get out of here.. i rather study..

well.. let's end the post this way.. happy holidays to those having IPP now!! =) for the others.. good luck too!

Hate Working Life..

okie.. here's my post since last month.. as "some" ppl complained that i did not update.. it was juz damn sianz and sianz working.. and it was only the beginning of week 5!! have to endure another 6/7 weeks.. carrying abt 40 laptops to and fro, up and down was a hell for us since wed in NUS.. installing linux OS and moving them to some other place.. hey and we get to know the Master/Prof/PHD of a particular area.. coolx..

we touched on some program called autodock and need to figure out how to install it. i was like stress till can breakdown.. coz dont know what the heeelllllll my OIC is talking abt.. lucky i meet dearx after work at 745.. got better after seeing him =) treated me jap food and went home after that..

i'm in a dilema now.. my dad's very stress up on his work and thought of retiring.. that means i gotta either find a job soon or start work straight after poly! i'm still not in the working mood.. but seeing him without sleep and skipping meals under tremendous stress really upsets me.. dont know what i can do to help him..

First Day of IPP..

today's my first day of IPP.. the ppl going with me not very close to me de.. i meet junwei and took a shuttle bus to SCS.. we were asking to fill in registration form.. then i saw foof and ethene.. haha late! our OIC arrived and he kept smiling to us every now & then.. weird.. haha when we reach our office, he started talking what we're suppose to learn and do.. i'm using a laptop and itz in linux platform!! shit sia.. not windows.. cannot use msn.. use a program something like msn but this program sux!!

time passes quite fast and itz lunch time! Mr Ong (OIC) drove us to have lunch.. after lunch we had a 2 hr meeting.. waa really want to sleep lorx.. he told us to read up the powerpoint slides.. 1st day so stress liao.. following weeks sure die one.. meet dearx after work at bedok.. he came at 7.20.. he send me home.. haiz.. stupid laptop so heavy..